Saturday, November 19, 2005
i feel bad ... like ive betray someone ... i dont deserve to have friends .. i dont wish to hurt anyone at all ...
i feel like crying ... i dont feel like i belong anywhere ... its better that way ...
there's something wrong with me ... i want to run away .. to figure out wats really bothering me ... im not happy at all ... why do i feel like im back at square one when i thought tat ive improved ??? have i done nothing & gain nothing ?????? i feel like crying .... i wish i cud cry ... cry ... cry .. & cry ..
call me emo or wateva ... i dont care ...
im being truthful and tats wat important now ....
i hate everyone around me .. i ease up abit and they walk over me ... i dont want to be hated but seeing ppl doing this to me .. made me hate myself more .. more .. & more ...
i dont want people to hate me but i ended up hating myself ...
wats this turn of event happening to me ???
im dont wish to be lonely but if being lonely is the key of not being hurt .. then tat just wat i will do
i hate you
leave me alone
why must i alone lick my wounds
i believe i dont have any friends
i dont deserve to have any friendsNeko posted at 11:23 PM |
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