The one who is not loved by anyone

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

Mood : Devastated
Been : crying my eyes out

Today something bad had happened that me cry ... i felt i could flood Singapore ...
My family doesnt know this cuz i do not want to stir anything up that might fuse unwanted attention from them ...

so crept quietly back to my room .. avoidin any eye contact and just sat there crying
i felt stupid though doing it
but it just felt so right
i hate trying to be strong all da tyme when all i wanted is just to cry ...

It just so sad ... today is just my sad day ...
everything seem like a dead end
its been a long tyme since i cried this hard ... i dont remember when but tis is like my version of tsunami ...

i choked on my tears so that no one can hear me cry ...

i hate it when i felt tis vulnerable

Arghh!

like i said

TODAE IS JUST NOT MY DAY

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