The one who is not loved by anyone

Friday, August 05, 2005

Today i gave Rui's my kitten .... i named him Petir cuz of his crooked tail at the end ... hahahah ... but i neva called him tat cuz i tot it wasnt cute enuf ... i hope she can takes care of him ... me really gonna misses him alot cuz he always make me smile with his funny antics ... running ard (kinda irritating too) ... my mom was sad about it .... hahahhaah ... guesse she really liked tat cat but im giving it away cuz we cant take care of four cats ... she always complaining about no one taking proper care of the cats ... im juzt liftin sum burden off her ... me n my sis are busy .. me with O level ... my sis werkin ... and yeah my bro is taking N level tis year .... my dad is busy too ... hahahha actually he neva takes care of da cat before ...

we all gonna miss him but i believe im just spreading da love ...

hahahah wooo spread sum love babay ...

okay ... how izit everything with me eh ???

lately ... i felt that i dun have any idea where to go to after O level cuz ... well during Art Class ....

Madam Baizah : *taking out two scary book covers* here is adibah's and hidayah's werk ...

*starts pouring out compliments * hidayah's werk shows a sign of maturity

bla bla bla ...

Me : *in da shadow* (T_T)

i felt that i didnt do a good job ....

Madam Baizah : *taking out Hida's Werk* okay wats to improve here ...

Me : i think hida's werk is really cute .... but i guesse she can improve it abit ..

Then she says that when ppl say sumone else werk is cute .. they're not mature

by then my whole is crumbling bit by bit ... i felt like crying .. then after that i grew quiet ...

and to top it all off ... she says that she felt out of anyone here ... Hidayah n Adibah are likely the ones to survive in an ART school .....

my future is soo bleak ....

soooooooo ...

now what ?? where to go ??? wat do i enjoy doing anyway ??????

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Neko posted at 6:36 PM |