Lately ive been depressed about something ... i felt that i could not survive tis year O level cuz im always distracted by something .... i wish i could focus more ...
im kinda suprised ... cuz i neva cried before if im watching any television programme BUT ive cried my eyes out when i watched Naruto .... there's this part about rock lee ... very touchin ... *weeps* ... he's a dropout ... so i know how he feels ...
And when naruto's sad pasts were on i bawled my eyes out too ... haiz thankz god no one saw this ... hahahahahahha
i dunno ... the story just gets to me ~ it pull a nerve or two .... i miss my old frens ... i used to feel that the whole world hates me ... sometimes ppl overlook or underestimate me cuz i look harmless ....
i know how Naruto and rock lee felt ... working hard to get the recognition that we deserve .... that will be the day ...
haiz ... i feel sad actually ... during art class ... people doesnt think i can do better than Hidayah or Adibah ... *sniff sniff* next to them ... i feel inferior
there gonna be a competition ... Know drugs poster competition .... im not goin for it for the money but im competing to see whether im capable in art ... i must find out !!!!!
Neko posted at 12:07 AM |
[ ME. ]
...about yourself...
Over werked
Over stress
angst infested
just plain tired
[ MUSIC. ]
Anything .. i'll listen to anything
Cuz music is a legal drug